The Mister and I have been together for almost 2 decades. We have ups and downs.
There has been infidelity and some heartache.
I’m keeping it real in this year of ME. 2014
Yesterday was a testament to the healing I have sought through seeing a counselor AND a psychiatrist.
The mister and I had a professional function for his workplace yesterday. I had to sit across from the chick he was flirting with AND her NEW husband.
I had a INTENSE therapy session the day prior. I was stuck. Giving away my peace and joy. I worked through some things in that session that allowed me center myself. So as I smiled and had a good time. I found my peace and my joy.
I’m sure the mister and the bitch at the bottom of the sea (flirty chick) were clenched beyond comfort, but I had a sense of who I plan to be.
I am no one’s victim and this whole incident is a indication of things that were wrong in my life. I put in the work, it hurts and it’s slower than I would like. Work is being done regardless.
I have felt the loss of my joy and peace, I replaced it with anger and fear. This journey is marathon, but for the first time I feel I’m at mile 26.