I have to admit I’m jealous of the mister. I want to get away from home…hell I want to run. I’m trying so hard not to lose sight of my blessings. I’m jealous that he gets to hang out, lay in peace, be on his own. *sigh* I want to go some where I want to be away (I know be careful what you wish for). I want some fun and freedom. With my mother coming maybe I will get some relief. It’s not like the kids are THAT bad. I just feel a bit lonely and bored. I’m doing school work here and there I can’t fall behind. I have to get out of this funk.