Being a single mom sucks for me. I can’t seem to find my rhythm and I feel like my meds aren’t working! It’s been over two weeks and I’m still struggling not to scream and yell. I’m usually in a groove by now and I’m actually a better parent when the mister is gone. It’s a control thing…I can admit that.
My sleeping has been off…I’m up every night…looking at that dirty ass ceiling fan…ugh! I failed the exit exam for the 2nd time. I have 2 more attempts and so much other stuff I’m not giving proper attention.
I’m trying to focus, but with graduation and the job hunt looming I’m a mess. I really want to go straight into Grad school but I know I need/have to work…to contribute to the household financially.
I want the mister home or I want to be able to date…like other single parents. LOL