The mister has gotten his school date…it is right before the beginning of MY final semester…the KILLER semester (I feel they have all been killer, but I’m told I ain’t seen nothin’ yet ) He will be gone for almost 2 months and I’m trying not to resent that fact that HIS dream is stepping all over MINE. I know he wants this, but I have struggled in school and I’m afraid of having the full responsibility of the house on my shoulders when it’s crunch time.
I want him to take the kids when he’s finished with school, BUT is it best to pull them out with just 2months left in the school year. I have to stay in the books so I can pass my licensing exam in May 2011. Not sure I can/want to do that with the full weight of life on top of me. *sigh*
We haven’t discussed much of this because this is all so new, but I’m starting to feel a little boxed in. I feel like he’s rained all over my parade and I’m raining all over his.