I’m not an envious person, for the most part. I usually don’t begrudge folks their propers (yeah I went old school). BUT for some reason I’m having a hard time with one particular issue…grades. I failed my first exam of the semester last week. Didn’t study hard enough (hardly at all, I’m trying to be truthful here). I got the spring time school blues. I wish summer would hurry up. I have someone I’m really cool with that NEVER studies or does it very last minute and she ALWAYS pulls a passing grade and I don’t mean sliding by I mean…goodt shit!
I’m trying hard not to resent that because Lord knows I ain’t hitting the books like I could. So why am I so green? I guess I WISH I could do that, but sadly it’s on the book grind for me.
I’m going to have to let this go. It just ain’t good for me.