I read all kinds of blogs. Funny blogs, sex blogs, and some very serious blogs. I ran across a blog of a mother who has adopted children from Haiti. She was having to give up one of her children due to some serious issues of safety for the rest of her children. I respected that.
I read a blog linked to that blog which is dedicated to helping rescue Haiti’s starving children. I was touched by the children suffering and hurting I looked at the different pictures and I came upon one that stopped me in my tracks. I thought to myself “that is MY son!” I’m not sure where THAT voice came from. Hell most days I don’t even like my own children!
I can’t just co-op someone else’s child half a world away.
We all know I’m not mom material.
To make this even crazier the mister had asked me about adoption just a few days ago.
I don’t think I can go there.
I know there are ways I can help, I can use my nursing degree(when I receive it). I can coordinate mission trips. I CAN do something.
I don’t think I can do that.