It was almost too much for me to hear your voice.
To know in my own way I have hurt you. Isn’t this what I wanted, for you to miss me, to long for me, to think about all you have done to me…to us.
I didn’t believe it would make an impact, the result of your actions speaking louder than your words.
I still doubt your love for me. You may never be able to love me the way my heart desires. In a way that makes me feel safe to love you.
Today I stand wrapped in hope and heartache.