I didn’t entertain it. I stood my ground. I was shaky on the inside but strong and unmovable on the outside.
I wouldn’t even entertain the notion of what it could be. Didn’t want to set myself up by believing what can’t or won’t be. Today I feel good about my decision to cut it off before it began.
Not sure how I’ll feel about it tomorrow, but today I am proud of following the path that is safest and best for me.